The reason why I Bought you and the reason why I Love you are responsable for the things I do for you The bread that you eat and the milk that you drink let grow your bones and not what you think And if the summer is cold and the winter is warm your tears can dry and the birds can fly but I will never go again my dear I will not do that for yor you He knows it's the only thing he can they say the horse is thirsty, man but water is something he won't give them The faces turn red and the anger grows but fear is something that he can't show so they take him by the hand just to let him fall The thaughts were thaught and the breath was breathed he sank in, as his wrist was released oh my dear, well so he did inhale the shit for you for you my dear

Mo he's got to be the one he knows what I am lookin on I think that's cool but he is gone now I got to be the only one He sees my laughing sees me cry I don't know how I don't know why you dance the fox you keep it fair I got no love left back there Now you see what he tries the oldest cat will never rise the pain you feel opens your eyes set upon that shield of lies Now he's gone and you're running you run all the time The oldest street that goes nowhere the stranger with the dirty hair they got you kneeling on your knees by nearly twenty-two degrees So it's getting hot but you are not present your head to take the shot feel your bones you feel them crack you know what I am looking at the mexican queen in your hand we drink it up and set an end

Johnny tell me what can I see Johnny tell me when am I free please tell me again I don't know who I am don't listen to them it's so sick it's so cruel we've found it, in your old house Now that I stand here I think that I'm old now that I feel what the fuck I was told please fuck it all for real and fuck that I fuckin feel fuck the horse and the fuckin heroin Wait who the fuck am I talking to you have an organ donor card so I come through I'm a perroquet tell me your lies and I repeat them and the captain dies And you sing and you laugh and you talk to my friens, about how the story ends and I die Johnny please open your mind Johnny please your brain's on a grind now that I see, please let me free now that I know, please let me go to the party, of your sisters

I can't sleep tonight and why are you so kind to me, tonight How are you, god bless you I'm feeling fine and I don't know if we got some time for that to do And I know that it's you and I like that Yes I know that it's you and I like to hear about that I'm feeding your fish and I'm using your dishes and I know that you like to be underground of the stars And I know that it's you and I like that Your wishing me luck and I look what I've got and it's clear, you're not here to show me that you're gone The dogs will bark and the cats will scream I follow the act on the videoscreen that I've got because of you And I know that it's you and I like that Now I'm sitting here and wonder if you're mine now

It's the place where you go when you just don't where to spend all your time in the night, when the lights went out Who's her boyfriend in that day that you spend in your head that you've got to pretend all the tings that you thaught in the past You had to hate all the guts that you got in your head But the story's not over because you've got to be there to break all the faces that are watching your mirrors which are reflecting that thing that you've got to destroy all the things that you love, man I know that you're down I know that you're gone man I see you so patient and I want you to face that And the feeling tonight is the only you feel in that life with the flackering lights and the faces that watch how you glow in the snow your brother is dead man And nothing got caught, because nothing went over and fuck on the rug is the thing that I see in your eyes when you walk through the door And than you read all the words that are wrote on your door just to make you believe "nothing is real" that you take in your back than you'll see it's the rent of the day that you pay in the end

Sadie is a girl that never looked to be like the others and the place where she was born is the same place where she found out, she's her brother She dances allright and sings a lot but she never found her track so she laughs through the night and to get warm she smokes crack In her face you read joy, but you look at her hands and you see that she's dying but her beautiful eyes are reflecting the lights and you know that she's flying She goes out and she thinks that it's still night she goes out and she sees, that it's sunrise She looked under her feet, there was a lot of blood indeed and a face that never learned to cry you look into her face, it's hard like a brick she's so thin, it makes you sick She always asked herself what she was made for the answer was the (dance)floor she should have run away but she never did because she was dancing She goes out and she thinks that it's still night she goes out and she sees, that it's sunrise She should have run home, but she lives nowhere her dancing shoes they are her spare So she cries when she feels the light shining on her eyes well the night was gone, but she wasn't done she was dying when she saw the sunrise

Oma Gierke is a pretty nice girl, but her fridge is empty now Oma Gierke is a pretty nice girl and she shows me how I want to tell her that I love her alot, but I've got to get a package full of eggs Oma Gierke is a pretty nice girl and somedy we're gonna have great sex

Covered in blue she stood she didn't feel so good I saw her eyes where shut, oh my god And with the guts she got she tried to open them up and with those eyes she saw the guy that I was Full of hate she spitted the words right in my face she said "daddy and me" and full of hate I heard what she said and asked why, why how the fuck could he make me cry with the love of god, which he was at the time but trust me girl, these tears are from laughter She told me once and she could have been wrong that she saw him doing it the well this may sting a bit he bled out of his tit and a big smile on his face And after all those years I screamed I knew it, I knew it all the time he loved it, he loved it, with everything he got I want to go down there, I want to keep it fair I want to fuck his race, but I am out of grace now you all know that her soul was ate and that's the reason why I love to hate

go to bed early in the evening to not wake up so fast your only wish to keep breahing when your shot by a cold coloured flash go to bed early in the morning to wake up late at night when everything felt so warm with your head on her underside she's unborn and her name is mary she's my daughter in some kind of sense she asks you: "where is the kitchen I want to cut of my ungrown flesh" I said: "No, don't do this to me because I'm the only thing I have" I turned to the other cheek, wich is laughing and ask her: " are you still the same?" She can't answer 'cause now she's ashamed you go to play the riff in a jazzclub at the bar you get the last free drug now I think it's time for me to feel tired 'cause I love you go to bed early in the evening to not wake up so fast your only wish to keep breahing when your shot by a cold coloured flash so you go to bed early in the morning and someone thought it was just late at night it's as if they pushed down to hard with the motions so hard that noone tried to hide with ger I said "where are you going?" she said "daddy I want to die" and I don't want to give birth to an unborn I want to go back to the same night when tried to fuck her mother and she hardly tried to smile we went to bed early in the evening and I think I can't get back that night her eyes where closed and she said "stop it" and her breast where out of shape and I said "where's the door?" and I said "Where is my head? Where are we where are your beautiful teteh and your bones and your warmth" and I asked her "where is your soul?" and she just said "I hate you" and I woke up early in the morning and someone thought it was just late at night there was mary with her feet on my underside I tried to keep breathing but her toes pressed to hard because of the emotions I started spitting in her face and asking myself why her hips were so thin today she read my mind and said "this is destruction, born in my ungrown mind" and I was tired again please excuse my apology but I am not the one who's free my lips were frozen and a cigarette burned deep inside my pants and throughout my own reflections the room turned upside down now she looked up to me and I said "help me" then I just whispered "no don't" and I blew out my mind, out of my head into the room onto the floor between my legs into her ears with a colourful dark splattering sound throughout my mouth it was over she was free and I smoked sixteen packs that week I go to bed early in the morning to wake up late at night once she said "where is the kitchen? I want to cut of my unborn flesh" and I said "no don't do this to me because I'm the only thing I have" I went to bed early in the morning dreaming, of forever beeing with her because I love you I do

Hallo Mama I think now I've got it I have nothing and I'm beautiful Yes I see I'm breathing trash and I admit that I'm beautiful Well what do I know bathging in red wine snow I do the deal, so that I'm beautiful And kiss the hand you would love me on which demand I think I have to say, that I'm beautiful I feel like that I've got scars in my head when I crawl on the floor, I'm so fucking beautiful So goodbye Mama I leave you with it all in my hand please tell me am I still beautiful Am I beautiful